livin' the life

Today I:

Finished my Poirot book - it was really good.

Washed my quilt for the first time.

Also washed my hair, but that's only normal for me.

Had breakfast outside, before it was too hot, alone with my book, but in a good way.

Discovered some tiny daffodils.

Took pictures of my art, which amounts to much less than it should.

Watched Ugly Betty and knitted my Ugly Betty blanket.

Unfortunately, my UBB won't be finished by the time we finish UB.

We are on the fourth and final season. 

It's quite good.

I know that this is shallow and lame, but I don't feel like thinking about anything other than tv and photos. I'm beginning to hear a voice telling me to study for the SAT. And there I had thought that the voices were gone... But that's life. There's always a voice. And now that I have no homework to do, college doesn't seem so disgustingly useless for me. Or maybe that's just Ugly Betty making some remote corner of my brain all inspired. There's definitely a little part of me who wants to be a colorful spunky girl with a zest for life going all out on her dream. I'm not too sure that I have a dream, though, and it makes it so much harder to do when you like where you are and what you do, even if it doesn't include accomplishing things or learning things. I guess I've gotta think it all out again.

I'm hungry, but I think I'll make some lists instead of eating. Hate brushing my teeth twice. And let's face it, who wants to go downstairs in the wee hours of the night to get food?

Good night!

- caroline

p.s. I know this really is petty, but I want to say, for the record, that I hate the way the air conditioning kills my sense of hearing. I can't hear anything with the stupid thing on, not to mention I wake up with my eyes glued shut from being dry.